First day of summer, 2019

June 21, 2019 first day of summer
Things are green, overcast, periodic rain. Took Gunther out to poop on Mrs. Johnson’s lawn. I caught most in a bag before it hit the ground.
I am a self-appointed neighborhood cleaner. Today I found a ziplock bag on the street with a printed warning that it contained marijuana, keep away from children. It was open. Contained a broken pill vial with some kind of statement about product purity. I sniffed within. Sure enough, old familiar smell. Weed. Carried the bag to the trash. Remembered the last couple of times I partook of the weed. Got sick and vomited a few years ago. More recently I took a dose of oral pot and got too stoned.
Can’t remember ever seeing a factory-made bag of weed, except that one time my cousin Blaine and I went in a dispensary in Hillsboro, Oregon. The stuff in there didn’t look like any marijuana I had seen before. You know, wasn’t all crinkly and green and rolled into a sandwich baggie. Like in the 60s.
I still wish to write, to create. However, I also like to nap. Rather, eat, then nap. Can’t do both together.
Gunther hops on the couch, looking mildly depressed. I whisper “Gunther!” He raises his eyebrows. He looks down, then up.